Desire

The caliginous night fumbling with my thoughts messing with my mind. I wish I could be as serene as the night amidst all the chaos. The mind is one weird time traveller;taking you to past as well as future and missing out on your present.Some mysteries unravel,while some get super duper Mysterious. Then I realise,that my mind is to me what stars are to the night.Though there are times when I am claded with darkness,my mind shines through it gushing out, trying to console me. Maybe you don't always need some one to pacify you but it's only you who can pacify yourself.Maybe its amidst the chaos that the mind finds its peace.Maybe peace is someplace where you are at soltitude even when you are among the crowd. The night passes by yet again to emerge with the chaos in its serenity. - AS Photo courtesy : https://google.com

Happiness,sadness,love,hatred,fear.. And so on goes the list of words which are more powerful than any weapon on earth-"Feelings".The single word  express a deep meaning.It controls us in every possible way.Right from the birth till the death,every human is strangled into the jungle of feelings struggling to get out. Love is supposedly the strongest of them all.I believe it is also the weakest one.It's something that makes you go from strangers-to friends-to more than friends and back to being strangers. Love is stronger 'cause it makes you feel like on the top of the world,like you are cared for,it makes you feel complete. Love is always accompanied by fear-The fear of losing your loved one,the fear of getting hurt,the fear of emptiness.Thus making you the weakest person.Leaving you shattered and hollow and yet like a drug you crave for it even more.The weaker you get,the more you crave. -AS Photo courtesy : https://google.com

Have you Ever wondered what must be happening after we die? Its said that our whole life flashes before our eyes.Imagine it's true and that you are getting the recap of  your life.Probably all that we will see is running the "Rat Race".An unending loop of the boring routine we wake up to each day.Somewhere between shuffling jobs,earning more money,we all are living a plastic life.Wouldn't you be bored to be watching the infinite loop of living the same routine?Would'nt you want to get a nice last recap of your life?Yes!!Probably quiting the rat race is not the required solution,obviously you gotta think about your daily bread.But make sure to take a little time off for yourself,love yourself,spend some time alone,love the people around you,spread the happiness by sharing joys,well then maybe the recap will leave a footprint in your heart forever.Afterall,it's the blessings that stay with us in the parallel world. -AS Photo courtesy : https://google.c...

Ever felt sad about getting distant from a person who once meant a lot to you?Happens with evryone right!Why is it that we get attachd to people so much that we forget about everything for them? Unknowingly we start expecting.Expectations lead to disappointment ...every one can relate to this right?!The disappoint leaves behind nothing but wounds.The wounds that we nurture so much that we can't see it's infecting the surrounding-"our feelings".And then we realise is it really worth the pain!? The pain is inevitable   but the suffering is not.Be brave ,face the situations,heal the wounds because  then you will see that strength is not in never getting wounded bt it is in holding your head high with scars that say -"I survived" - AS Photo courtesy : https://google.com

Photo courtesy : https://google.com There are times when you don't feel like yourself anymore.The world around you begins to fall apart, you no longer feel like a part of anything, rather anyone!Even sharing it with your closed ones does not feel right anymore, it's like you are fading away!Your feelings don't make sense to you anymore!It's like one lil' bad thing n *poof* You are dragged into every other sad memory, every other feeling you wish to forget.All you wanna do is runaway.But perhaps there's no other way but fighting yourself back to the top.There's a ray of hope, a slightest opportunity of freedom that you search for and yeah that's the ray that makes you survive just one more day hoping that everything will get fine! - AS.